Heart Ain’t Empty

Even when the sky is grey, it never rain
Even though I'm miles away, I feel your pain
I been tryna find the words, but can't explain
I don't got the words to say, I feel ashamed
Wish I can be there for you in the way you need me
Hope you knowin' that my heart ain't empty, uh

I'm lost in my thoughts again
Tryna connect the dots from my heart to pen
Hard for me to take another loss again
A part of me don't even wanna talk to them
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Cause who knew it'd be you? I never thought
Soon as they told me, you know you ripped me apart, mm
You like a brother, my homie, yeah, you my dawg, for real
Got me wishin' I could call you still
Just pick up to reminisce
I drop a tear for every call that I missed
We used to sit up at the park and just kick shit
Let me stay over after dark learnin' kickflips
Just pick up to reminisce
We supposed to link with all the bros and get lit, uh
But Gello even though you gone you'll be missed
Forever in our hearts 'cause your soul still exists

And even when the sky is grey, it never rain
Even though I'm miles away, I feel your pain
I been tryna find the words, but can't explain
I don't got the words to say, I feel ashamed
Wish I can be there for you in the way you need me
Hope you knowin' that my heart ain't empty

It's heavy when I walk, stutter when I talk
I can't even think, cluttered with my thoughts
I can't even sit straight, movin' at a sick rate
Spendin', I been runnin' through racks in the vault
Loadin' up the cart, retail therapy
I ain't takin' care of me, I'm eatin', well barely
Workin' on my album, how? With no clarity
The energy a thousand miles away, bury me
I feel for my big sis, she a soldier
Just lost her everything, them nights feel colder
Gotta hit the road again, even though she need a shoulder
I feel guilty, I didn't hold her
Lost her mom and she kept her composure
To keep goin' when them walls got closer
A role model in my eyes, kept the family alive
Holidays got us all comin' over

So even when the sky is grey, it never rain
Even though I'm miles away, I feel your pain
I been tryna find the words, but can't explain
I don't got the words to say, I feel ashamed
Wish I can be there for you in the way you need me
Hope you knowin' that my heart ain't empty